You find use for even one like me

(3818) Ami tomay bhalabasi kena jani na

I love You, why I know not; Anyone knows not. In every rumination, Your thought Rises, concealed having lain. I understand; to illustrate I cannot. You float atop a sea of light; On tip of grass You alone smile. Remotely You dance but also appear nigh; Catching does not happen, bondage holds not. Still then You love, that I realize; Even having moved aside, afresh You arrive. You abolish a ridged gourd's vice, Oh the Polaris, I forget You not. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

My love for Him defies explanation

(3817) Praner ceyeo priyatama

Even more than life the most prized, You're the dearest of everybody. That love to clarify, It's not within a language's capacity. Day and night do I love, In a stream of wishing-and-getting's action. I love when I'm dolorous; That is when Your solace I receive. Nights of moonlight I adore: With clouds the moon is in sport. When there is new-moon's outright ebon, Your darkness do I hold dear. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Above water my head You keep

(3816) Kata kache tabu kata dur

So close and yet so far; Even having gotten I think that I got not. Having mixed pervasively, You've remained alongside; Yet it's as if getting restrained You granted not. In soft mud is a lotus, through stalk fibers nectar sweet. The moon is of an endless sky, beginning-free. At core, heart's lover is concealed; But by ties, You did not get blocked. Eternal and formless, divine sport You keep creating; Hey the Cosmic resin, incessantly. Overflowing is my psychic honeybee; Still then, why did You not respond? Sarkarverse article Audio recording

A peerless form

(3815) Urmi uttal ugrodadhi

Waves monstrous, a raucous sea, Hey Bhaerav, Thine is such a form! In occupation dancing endlessly, Amazing is the fright-collection. The sunrays of daybreak You make dim; As Varun, heaven-splendor instantly You rid. You are unrestrained; Your gift who gained... Moon is like an ornament on heap of matted hair. In You is the awful poison of death; With both rod and lariat, the One Blue-Throated. You are entrancing, You are gorgeous; On neck garland of skulls, on forehead conflagration. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Often in peak monsoon

(3814) Sei varasasnata nishiithe

On that same rain-bathed night, Not a line of light had been traced on sphere of vision; I had been awake in hope Thine. Along with gale had been a heavy rain; On that, a-pitter-patter, cloud's damru had played. At Northeast corner of my mind, lackadaisically I'd gazed To apply a coat of balm upon pain. How many clouds came and left, thunderbolts aroused terror; Many a screwpine spore, ever crying, floated off. Even now that fearsome night has kept filling memory On a melancholy-bestrewn lane. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

You must be here

(3813) Jabe na jabe na tumi balechile

You won't leave, You had said You won't leave; Why did You go away, forsaking me? What You'd planted, the tree With bloom and fruit became replete. I know You are the Earth's quintessence, The celestial stream from Heaven... I accept. Just to stay, not a thing would persist If You with smiling face weren't attracting. The source-stream of speech, of sense linguistic, On a night direction-lost is vision's Polaris. At Your tinkling sound, with mouth rumbling A deadly flame forgets burning. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

So far and yet so near

(3812) Tumi marma majhe rayecho

Amid core of heart You have stayed... So remote, Lord, distantly. To eyelids You want not to permit holding; You are seated at the inmost dwelling. Having searched temple and shrine, I found not Thee; I found You not at foot of five sacred trees. And yet, stir You give to psyche; light's cradle You sway... This game divine, who can savvy? Amidst both known and unknown do You be, And You have gone on staying in a churned I-feeling. Except by removing You, the 'I' is not existing... My whole life You've persevered. Sarkarverse article Audio recording