How would I continue?

(3592) Alakhanirainjan bhavabhayabhainjan

The Unseen-and-Unblemished, Executioner of Mortal Fear, Collyrium of Profound Wisdom, You are endless, everlasting. A persistent delight, steadily pleasing, Demonstrating outright: You are increase, all-pervading. In the three worlds[1] no one else is Your equal; In You is the collection of generation, operation, and destruction. What had been, what exists, and what will come hereafter, With all is Your divine sport, wholly life-changing. The shape of imagination, You're my life's pleasure mundane: Cogitation's jewel, my entitative supreme welfare. Just a speck of Your grace is a gem of smiling affection, A love-starling's rhythmical dancing. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Memories we received

(3591) Mor jiivaner raunin diner

Of my life's colorful days, You had been a bud of neep. Rain-bathed and smiling when wet, To let sway a dangling earring. Having come at peacock's call and bird's chirp To go sailing on the far azure... Garland of stars, girdle of gems; They had not been the equivalent of Thee. A multi-colored day's motley bird Went flying into space, what is this? It's Your story, it's Your legend: Having bloomed, a blossom of memory. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Everything is by Your grace

(3590) Apsarar saje calecho kar kaje

In clothes of divine nymph You've moved by whose deeds; Within my life I yearn for Thee. Kindly arrive, with heart and mind thoroughly mingle; In this world, except You who is there? Why are You remote, please do appear still more near; Your message plays on my lyre strings. Oh King Unseen, the dense luster of my consciousness, It's in listening, cogitation, and often, deep reverie. Like a flight of geese on wing, the days depart; Behind they leave memory's tiny garland. Holy effort, ultimate salvation, my love's floral thread– Coming, going, staying– are at Your sacred feet. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Just by wanting Him

(3589) Tomar gane tomar dhyane

In Your song, in Your meditation, I had been absorbed. You came upon splendor's shore. To carry, there had been a southern wind; Then, tonal vibration soars. No one had been in my company; Frequently have I yearned internally. Heart's honey rendered empty, On the coast of love, it I poured. I've no weight of piety; Time after time I've begged for mercy. Having conferred immense grace endlessly, Embrace You granted, path ignored. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Imperceptibly

(3588) Thakibe na jadi priya

If You will not stay, Beloved, Why did You arrive, mind enticing? In my psyche pain-impaired, To bestir despondency? With mist had I been filled, Ringed by a self-created girth. Bereft of speech, inertia's letters, Ruined was the thread of my blossoming. It is Yourself that I prize; At just Your name, I weep, I smile. Dawn's full moon,[1] night's heap of moonlight, You infuse with ideation from a place unseen. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Why defy Your nature?

(3587) Bhalor ceyeo tumi bhalo

Still more than excellent, You are fine; Even so You've stayed remote, why? You alone are the gloomy heart's light; Why have You bestowed a new-moon night? My One desired from so many ages Floral thread of a hundred smiling gardens... Many eyes, their tears of bliss... Why are You hidden, mist thereby? Even more than honey are You sweet: A homeland in the seven spheres. So down to ground I bow before Thee; Why are You not giving reply? Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Adrift

(3586) Sahase manase eso

Smiling, in the mind please come, The mental Gopal mine. Awake I am staying for Your sake; Falls the stream from my eyes. For ages having watched the path, Many a lifetime has elapsed, vigilant. But You did not arrive, took not a garland; You did not understand non-stop desire. Psyche's Jamuna remains not seated; Upstream does it run at times, or else it ebbs. Within Your midst it craves residence; Yourself it seeks time after time. Sarkarverse article Audio recording