You have kept watch over me, why do You come not?
If indeed You hold dear, why then endlessly
Smile from remote, but a word utter not?
With goose bumps aplenty every blink of eye,
To get close I desire; I want the Unseen Light;
You know everything, but knowingly You don't hear,
As if to fathom anything You cannot.
Within You my earth, it is lost;
All of my nectar, race toward You it does.
Why do You not see; why don't You answer me?
Pray tell why You go off and stay yon.
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Thursday, February 29, 2024
I want Your contact
Wednesday, February 28, 2024
Wholesome disposition
I have loved You alone.
Amid just Your pious rites,
Meanwhile I will stay alive.
This have I resolved.
At midnight in my heart blazes a light;
At sunrise in my blood its luster shines.
It glistens in defiance of life;
This nosegay in Your hand I have bestowed.
Whether or not You love, You are propitious;
On my gloom and despair, hope You pour.
Full of light, You lay aside ebony color;
For You only I've forsaken sense of sorrow.
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Tuesday, February 27, 2024
This I have realized
I have longed for You time after time;
Life's wine is You only.
This my world is bested by only Thee;
You are love's feeling.
Upon the sky and wind Your hymn soars;
Humanity with a tune jingling, it is love.
Above everybody, at the core of insight,
Is Your voice echoing.
The human faults and quirks abide,
And so they've called it unit life.
For all alike is God's seat;
On high is Your divinity.
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Monday, February 26, 2024
Wake me from torpor
With feet sedate, enter my thought;
In private, let there be a meeting.
On clouds rainy in the winds of Shravan,
Oh the One Unknown, kindly come stately.
In psyche's midst Your advent
Will brighten my existence.
Someone who had been idle through sloth,
Let him dance, Your kindness having received.
Your divine sport love-cradling,
It unifies the inert with sensibility.
Remaining mistaken is unmeaning;
Giving sense, draw me near.
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Sunday, February 25, 2024
A man of simple needs
Oh Beloved, oh Beloved, oh Beloved,
You know how much liila?
In dark psyche, light do You kindle;
With a smile please bring that thrill.
With color You adorn the floral petals;
Upon heart You daub the nectar.
The man who's at foot of path,
Into Your proximity please pull him.
I desire no fortune or attainment;
I don't crave supremacy or riches.
Hey the Moon of mind-sky mine,
Please just listen to my hymn.
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Saturday, February 24, 2024
He motivates
I am watching Your arrival path
For how many lifetimes, I don't ken.
Hope's lantern became dim;
Oh have You eyes... don't You witness?
The shoot that in body of a seed had been,
Today it longs to touch the vault of heaven.
Desert winds happened, and it became a prickly shrub,
Through the absence of fondness.
"I have gone on watching, watching on will I go;
In desert sands I will make a flower grow.
The emptiness I'll dismiss, sending remote,
On throbbing of a passion lac-red."
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Friday, February 23, 2024
The details are irrelevant
Along with the Bumblebee in a floral garden,
When had been the meeting,
To mind its date does not spring;
Love's hymn and memory of sweetness,
Them I can't forget in the least.
He continues swaying me, even today;
Overpowering, He makes me forget mind's pain.
A cluster of sun-flower spikes, thrilled by wind,
Whereto they float off, I don't perceive.
He goes on calling me through a rainbow's paint;
"Come, come, come", He says, ever and always.
Any and all wretchedness and any impurity,
They don't remain, for He came near to me.
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Thursday, February 22, 2024
Don't run away
He had been the welcome guest, ignoring date;
He went off without informing.
He came on what pretext, saying what did He leave;
How has that been done to me?
Today too His hue I view upon grove of psyche;
In both sky and air, every moment I seek.
Asleep, awake, and deep in dream,
For Him I go on searching, ever looking.
Oh the Unseen Soul, a treasure hard to gauge,
I had been receiving the ocean-spray.
Forgetting that it's my own, I'd kept discarding,
Farther and farther withdrawing.
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Wednesday, February 21, 2024
My all in all
On this same silent night, privately,
On my mental plate please appear,
Secretly, oh Darling Dear.
Fallen a night-jasmine; fog withdrawn,
Come into the core of my heart lonely.
I have yearned for You through many ages;
In much riches, in much pain and anguish.
By a sweetness heavenly in my feeling,
Do continue staying with me constantly.
On Your acquaintance, all becomes familiar;
By knowing You, the unknown remains not.
Having made fruitful all sadhana,
In songs aplenty this You sing.
One will not see, one will know not–
Your story, one will hear it not–
But You will stay, Your love will persevere;
In the universe none else is there.
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Tuesday, February 20, 2024
Please see
Only love: In mind had been the hope;
More than this, not a bit did I crave.
With many hues and golden rays of light,
No pearl or heap of jewels did I seek.
Visits are the gist in this mundane life;
How little is the substance they can provide!
They come and leave upon the mirror of mind;
What once had been, the same went off a-sailing.
By that love the cosmos is firmly held;
Around You it is dancing forever.
A flow of compassion is steadily shed;
Of that one fleck please give to me, smiling.
Splendid gems and strings of gold;
Every one is baseless, an existential load.
Apotheosis, Master, is You alone;
Arriving with kindly eyes, behold me.
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Monday, February 19, 2024
Together is our destiny
I have held You dear;
Of You I go on thinking.
Please come close to me;
Nothing else do I crave.
You'd been mine back in antiquity;
Why flung remote will You concede?
Why would you go and forget me?
This I inquire today.
In future too You'll persevere;
You won't be wiped from psyche.
Even if wishing it, You won't succeed;
As I know, hence I daresay.
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I stand in awe
Oh my, what have You done, inwardly;
You have enticed me.
By the light of day You've kept smiling;
With night's ebon You've gone into hiding.
All the yogiis from age after age,
Around You they celebrate.
Staying on flower's body at an unknown place,
With fragrance You've made replete.
I am a servant, extremely simple;
I know not scripture, I know not doctrine.
Morning and evening, within my mind,
Why have You gone on calling?
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Sunday, February 18, 2024
Living in Your paradise
Now Who are You that just arrived?
My flower tray, full, You supplied.
Hymns You poured in air, on sky,
Dancing frenzied by love's light!
Oh the Panacea of my life,
I deem You only as the highest prize,
The Dearest One, because I realize:
By Your flow of kindness I survive.
On the heavens You strew sweetness;
Wind You fill with a sweet scent.
You rouse life in those distressed,
Both earth and sea, dressing in countless styles.
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Friday, February 16, 2024
Sweet grace
Who are You on the dark sea?
Ever smiling You appeared.
After emitting sweetness of psyche,
Then, lamp ignited, You did leave.
In the pitch darkness, I could not see a bit;
For self-knowledge, I've pursued chimeras.
But You disillusioned me;
The path You revealed.
The path's goal, Lord, You can furnish well;
About Your path, who else will know, do tell?
You bestowed mercy
By filling with vitality.
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Thursday, February 15, 2024
I never asked You to go
I never told, "Do leave";
"Come anew", to You I speak.
You're a dark world's light for everyone;
You love everybody.
In the depths of gloomy darkness,
When to see I am not able,
With a hundred moons' luster,
Pearl-dripping please do beam.
In everyone's psychic realm, meditation-worthy;
With linguistic rhythm, fit to be revered;
The mental honey, kindly let be smeared...
Please arise on sky of psyche.
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For You, my Lord, anything
Unknown Traveler, tarry for a moment brief;
Obeisance I make to Thee.
You are the ocean's gem, of deep abyss;
And hence familiar I can't be.
At my mental arbor You alone I desire;
Your hymn I sing in my garden-paradise.
You have been fulfilling me all the time;
Yourself I remember constantly.
Hey the most Beloved from times long ago,
Kindly pull everyone still more close.
Of Your burden, grant me a tiny load;
Without indecision, that will I carry.
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Tuesday, February 13, 2024
My joy in life
Upon this life's sandy beach,
Oh You, Who goes there?
The star-studded Autumn sky abrim with magic,
On this very day, You woke me.
You are the container of all forms, Beloved;
Unlike space and time, unparalleled.
Please let me be glazed by mental sweetness,
Every instant with love's flaring.
In the wind is combined a laughter sweet;
The ground You made sway by tall grass and reeds.
To the gray clouds You brought a tinge silvery,
From luster of golden sands smiling.
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In this respect helpless am I
Inwardly had I invoked,
(I to Thee) constantly.
When had I remained so?
In three states: abed, dreaming, and unsleeping.
Inwardly, I have sung many a song;
Inwardly, with hundred garlands I've adorned.
Seated in the mind-realm with blooms of psyche,
I had strung those wreaths carefully.
Even now I keep on calling at times good or not,
Ignoring the hour and what is within earshot.
As long as I'll remain I will think about You;
Although solitary, I will go on speaking.
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Monday, February 12, 2024
I am obsessed
Having watched Your arrival path
My days they go by.
The mind is effusive; when, pray tell,
Will I see hope's ray of light?
On eyelids there's no urge to sleep;
The bed I find it thorny.
I wander with anxiety;
For getting You close by.
Just one concern is within psyche,
Mine is only that...
Kindly free me of that worry;
To me please come proximate.
From the moon's light no nectar do I glean;
And inside honey no sweetness is there.
Around the One am I revolving constantly;
That One is everybody's Valentine.
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Sunday, February 11, 2024
Our Hero
Attending all with gently smiling face,
You convey the mental sweetness.
One who's fallen cries beneath sorrow's weight;
You wipe away his eye-water.
A bough of the mango tree without leaf,
You make it splendid by adorning psyche.
The world, with that luster, You keep making;
You go on forgetting who is kin or unrelated.
Frequently won't return opportune juncture;
What's the condition: You neglect censure.
By saving those tormented You get pleasure;
Sing You the mantra of Great Merger.[1]
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Friday, February 9, 2024
Even when I don't see You...
On this cloudy monsoon evening,
Mind goes floating, goes a-sailing.
Both moon and stars covered, with moonlight concealed,
The psychic peacock dances to what sorcery?
At each instant with ambrosia[1] frolics ecstasy;
In the world did a feeling heavenly appear?
Everything on Earth in cadence has been frenzied,
Through a cascade of love overflowing.
The Unknown Traveler came into my mind;
Each and every moment He gave touch of life.
Having made sweetly scented psyche's paradise,
To His import did He couple me.
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In this life please
When none at all remains, then
You please stay, Lord, stay with me.
Neglected, like a flower shed,
I'm fallen down; hey, look and see.
How many times I have come, I don't know;
My destiny's with You only, that I own.
Ever in my throat, I sing Your song alone;
For but a minute, please pay heed.
Like a blade of grass afloat on stream of water,
I know not where I go at any moment.
Memory and thought process, making a success,
The honey of my name, kindly smear.
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Thursday, February 8, 2024
And I do too
You've suffused with many colors
This Your earth beloved.
Darkness You've disposed of;
In every direction You've poured scent.
Your earth revolves around the sun,
Like a dance in rhythm throughout ages.
Your instruction, it promotes and fosters
By just Your love and fondness.
With love and fondness is Your Creation;
To Whom shall I sing the amaranthine song?
You alone will I obtain by Your ideation;
That attainment lays waste to the darkness.
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Wednesday, February 7, 2024
Nearer than near
Darling, inside me please arrive–
Now the air is coated with sweetness;
Only Your ankle bells echo in the mind.
The psychic Jamuna flows upstream;
Times good or bad it does not heed.
Upon Your contemplation it is overflowing;
It longs for You in captivating attire.
With fantail a-greeting, the peacock goes on dancing;
Having seen sky's cirrostratus he does sing.
By that fantail wakens a swaying to and fro in psyche;
It implores You to become still more nigh.
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Tuesday, February 6, 2024
Show me Your smiling face
I had wanted You
In sorrow and glee, at mind's pleasure garden.
Yourself I'd believed
Ringed by prickles, with love's tingle.
You arrived today, making heart replete;
Upon face, that which is not revealed–
Cadence and tempo with a melody
On the coast of ebon's ocean, waves in tandem.
Far apart kindly don't be absent;
With You please retain me forever,
Granting my encirclement
By diffusion of emotion's luster.
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Monday, February 5, 2024
To You I belong
The Deity of Song are You;
Into my every life please do come.
To You I bow, You're the sea of tune;
Allow embrace in my meditation.
A string of waves You scatter upon Earth;
The pitch dark, in a wink You disperse.
Above all desire and attainment You endure,
With enterprise always new and glorious.
Wherever in the world has been whatever song,
It has been vibrated by Your intonation.
It is mingled with Your love and devotion,
On excursion to a site ever unexplored.
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Sunday, February 4, 2024
Bliss beyond measure
You had gained entry
To my mental cranny,
Stealthily.
In bower of magnolia, with sound on breeze,
A shake is given to and fro in a hundred streams.
On seeing the swing, You've arrived– I understood;
My invitation since ages, today You have heard.
You have taken notice of my inner words;
Such bliss... to whom will I speak?
With that swaying go on dancing animals and birds;
In tempo, beat, and rhythm are the trees and branches.
Whatever I view is overwhelmed with passion,
Enthusiastic to attain Thee.
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Saturday, February 3, 2024
Let me think of You always
On many pathways I roam, recalling You alone;
Why I am unable to view, please tell me.
My sadhana, Your compassion,
In this fashion, myself why deceive?
Everybody's aim of meditation, You're loved greatly;
You are every mind's Person Who is always revered.
May You bring satisfaction to every psyche;
Please ignite the lamp-flame unflickering.
Go on playing Your Game, there's no harm,
Long as I can get You easily when I call.
All my devotion, just that I'm yielding up;
With Your ideation, make me overflowing.
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Thursday, February 1, 2024
Having found love
To the moon's kingdom, afloat I've gone;
Wholesome is this, wholesome is this.
You are in front, and all have merged into One,
Filling the universe with just the One's brilliance.
I catch no sight of hindrance, there's no pullback;
Everyone is my own, when and where I glance.
Having loved the One, close to Him having come,
In a wink I see that ebony did He rid.
Without failing or deficiency, infatuation's powerless;
The Prize of everybody's life, affection is unlimited.
Having taken all along and explained real import,[1]
Into everyone's psyche, You pour love's current.
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