I would behold

(3242)  Kimshuka vane aji nirajane

Today at the palash bower privately,
Who are You that sounds a lyre?
Grant me sight, oh please give sight.
Radiant like a silk cloth on psyche,
Go on emanating elegance of style.

Never do You ask for aught;
Perhaps there is no cause.
From thought's antiquity, alone and secretly,
Oh what message You publicize!

At my mind's empty dwelling,
Will You capitulate, telling naught, unspeaking?
With the moonlight-bathed evening deceased,
Sing a song of boundless sky.

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Lord, it's getting tiresome

(3241)  Ami tomay ceyechi, ele na dekha dile na

For You I have longed;
You did not arrive, no sight did You provide
What crime have I done?

About You day and night I think,
Neath evening hues, on colorful mornings.
On eyelids hope is replete;
Traced there, I have stored.

On bank of the Jamuna in psyche,
At every watch^[1] I roam searching.
Sorrow-stricken, tearfully,
Back again why have I come?

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You did the rest

(3240)  Amar e ganer tarii

This my song's ship,
I launched it toward Thee.
Sail flying, wave grinding,
It will journey to that place far upstream.

No more will I heed any constraint;
Of those who have You, what fear is theirs?
All blocks having forgot, with hope swaying,
Forward I'll proceed with spirit free.

Oh God invisible, You dwell in effulgence;
From remote You call through a dim presence.
The pollen of affection upon life You spread;
You fetch near by an unseen towing.

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Tonight am I waiting for Thee

(3239)  Ami tomay bhalabasi, tomar tarei bence achi

I am enamored with Thee;
Only for You, Dear, am I living.
Mid the sandalwood of Your love,
I dance afloat on a gentle breeze.

In the gloom of a night portentous,
I find You past the extent of perception.
Your smile's moonlight-heap,
Arriving at jalousie, summons me.

To an afflicted life vexatious,
With sweet scented pollen along,
At psyche's blossom-dropping, please appear;
I have brought expectation's commodities.

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If there be one thing I have learned...

(3238)  Tomake cai ami jiivane

Yourself I crave in my life,
Everyplace, under darkness, under light.
With You in company would I dwell;
You are mine, You belong to me.

At one corner of these, my desert-wilds,
The two of us, You and I, will reside.
Except for Thee, I want nothing else;
You are refuge, You are footing.

In the past those who've retired
And those coming at a later time,
Their mental story I go and tell;
Everyone is Yours, no one base or mean.

Anything I do, righteous or vile,
It's as if Yourself on head bear I.
In hearing and thinking, a song out I belt:
You are limitless in virtue, boundless in beauty.

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Catering to my exuberant nature

(3237)  Amar maner udvelatay

To my mind's exuberance
You've caught on, and close You've come.
Restless ripples upon this same river,
You've recognized, and in You've drawn.

You did not maintain any separation,
Like as if the atoms You have tied fast with affection.
Hey the Great Ocean, this drop of water
Having loved, You've cast off.

There's no fear of my getting lost;
In three worlds^[1] with three traits^[2], You're the collection.
Endless without boundary, You're the core of core;
You've allowed this intimation.

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All-pervasive and eternal

(3236)  Je bhalo besecho tumi

The ones whom You've held dear
From molecule to molecule, in atoms,
The existential river kissing,
To perpetuity You've gone on, accustomed.

You are in the floral pollen, in heart's ardor,
In the worldly colors and in mantric realization.
At root of kush and kash You are in the soil luscious;
You are permeating the nebula.

Electrons spin by just Your inspiration;
Mind dances off afar on Your lit-up motes of dust.
You're in fire and in air– on water, land, and sky You are;
You are diffuse in all the elements of Creation.

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I don't stand a chance

(3235)  Nihsaunga phul kay

A lonesome bloom states:
"Tell me please, You please tell me,
Bumblebee, why today You came not;
This is the vernal breeze.

"Which is that unknown fairy, to You had called?
She had vanquished mind with a hint of splendor.
Of lively sensations and of thoughts restless
A magic thereby, she made You forget.

"Which is that pond of loti, bosoms full of nectar,
Touched by the Moon of Moonlight on stamens mental?
They'd gazed with smiling face, bade come to a great delight;
Away You went helplessly."

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I am here, My darling

(3234)  Kar tare tumi mala ganthiyacho

For Whose sake have you strung a wreath?
Toward Whose path are you looking?
Who is He most remote yet most beloved,
Mentally, Whom You've kept holding?

Breast you've steeped in a nectar heavenly;
You have decked the bed with blooms smiling sweetly.
Far off you've expelled the unexpressed agony;
By a mental jasmine you've been seized.

Nowadays, a stranger to you is no one;
Your soul mates, they are everyone.
In depths of psyche at mind's window,
The bolt you have thrown free.

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By Your grace

(3233)  Esecho amar ghare

At my home You've appeared,
Doling by hand the wares of mercy.
I don't have any worthiness;
Yet, I've gone on calling wholeheartedly.

Stars of the firmament inform:
You are everybody's patron.
From sky-blue through meteors,
Light-rays exude, Lord, for sake of Thee.

Unto me You have given amply;
To You I have furnished nothing.
Bud in bloom, myself completely,
I gave it today, upon lotus feet.

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Less than easy

(3232)  Tomake cena halo day

Recognizing You became tough;
Yourself known, hard it was.

Sweeter than great sweetness...
Compared to life dearer yet...
By thunder-stones and ruin's drama,
The whole world is enveloped.

When I think You the furthest...
Even amid harsh the sternest...
A floral smile and a pile of moonlight,
They sing a song of love.

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How do I worship?

(3231)  Tumi prabhu amar jani

I know You are my Master,
So why then don't I find You near?
I hear that by a union pervasive
You're within the heart of everybody.

You are early morn's blood-red sun,
Body of the sun very warm.
Greatly You thrill molecules and atoms;
In cadence they dance all around Thee.

A blossom-mind's intimate secrets,
Love's ambrosia, separation's torment–
All of the tales unwritten–
Adorning petals, You go on proclaiming.

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Consciousness all-enveloping

(3230)  Sagar jethay dur niilimay

From where ocean upon far cerulean,
It's got dissolved into firmament,
On sandy beach at crimson dawn,
Seated, I receive a faint trace of His presence.

Hey the Couturier, Yourself I do love;
In Your cadence I dance with all my heart.
Through Your vibration wakens a new-fashioned
Affectionate hankering endless.

So many of my moments have gone off;
Many nights, crossed have they become.
Hey the Sea, You are absent cease or shore,
Always unfamiliar in splendor of consciousness.

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Even were I to hide

(3229)  Bansharii dhvani tomari

The sound of a flute that's only Yours,
It pulls me and drags me, attracts me.
Whenever I think I'll not listen,
My resolve can't persevere.

At Vrindavan's grove inside psyche,
In both light and ebon's cranny,
Anywhere that I hide, hear can I
Amid love's splendid beauty.

In heaven, hell, and realm of living,
When and where I go on moving,
Day and night always it accompanies,
Tied by a thread of love only.

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A new kind of beauty

(3228)  Cheye navaghana niila gagane

New and impressive, covering the azure sky,
Today You arrived, now You did appear.
The screwpine pollen having coated life,
A peacock rose up dancing, it arose frolicking.

The air has gone on diffusing jui-jasmine spice;
The deer of a woodland trail is staring at the sky.
In contemplation, having thought on their plight,
A lyre rose up playing, it arose resounding.

From kadam stamen has exuded delight;
On it many drops of water are inscribed.
Having seen neep's beauty with own eyes,
Earth rose up decorating, it arose embellishing.

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Life requires a fixed ideal

(3227)  Tumi esechile, kena esechile bhalobesechile

You had arrived, You had come;
What's the reason You'd appeared, You had loved
With a sore, playful deception?

The why's answer, to all things it belongs,
Not just those within Your sport.
What You do is beneficial, I acknowledge;
By only its power, leaping over obstruction.

The why's answer, I don't want to receive;
Except Thee, I've naught meditation-worthy.
You remain forever on the mental mirror,
At all times and every location.

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Nothing is left

(3226)  Patha ceye base chinu juga dhare

Watching path seated had I been for ages;
Today with the heavy rains You arrived.
My fragrance is water-drenched;
It floats away like pollen of screwpine.

I have sought You in the day's light,
In every star of the dark night.
I've searched for You on azure sky;
You'd been in hiding at unknown site.

My scorching day has gone off;
The weary night has become morn.
The wreath had been theirs; now it's just a cord;
By what means You, my Darling, will I beautify?

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What fun can You get from this dimwit?

(3225)  Jakhani bhavi kichu cini bujhi

As soon as I think, something I am knowing,
I see that I know nothing, I know not.
When from the path I go down, viaticum I seek...
To understand what I search for, I cannot.

Since some unknown time, on a stream from unknown site,
At a far distance from remote, gone drifting have I.
Roving in search of a place unknown day and night,
Why is it so– am I asleep– I fathom not.

Hey the Embodiment of Kindness, Yours is such a game–
With the puny a divine play, new and strange!
Atomic with Cosmic is this liila;
Pray tell, can it go on?

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This garland of mine

(3224)  Jeo na rakho mor katha

Please don't leave, to my request acquiesce;
Just another watch,^[1] go on staying–
Go on staying, Love, go on staying.
Only its message, the garland I have threaded,
To give ear, simply pay heed.

Having given floral necklace, feet embraced,
To detain at my home, I don't crave.
With calm feet, go off to Your own place;
Not a single word will I speak.

In the mental mirror with tears bathed,
I have strung a garland only for Your sake.
This my wreath carries love's burden;
Nowhere in it is there pain or grief.

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What's the sense?

(3223)  Tomari gunete mugdha dhara

By just Your attributes enchanted is the world;
Everyone You deliver.
You are everybody's shelter, refuge of everyone.
By only Your beauty, with dance is full
Everyone's mind and vigor;
Unto all You give assurance, everybody You inform.

When there'd not been this Creation,
Em'rald green, a living vision,
Even then of everyone's potential,
There had been myriad rays, endless splendor.

At Your desire all things appeared;
With countless qualities, they were distinct.
Twixt mental cognition and affection unmeasured,
Swaying aroused pleasure, the swing wakened love.

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Your door had been locked

(3222)  Ceye dekho ogo prabhu

Oh Lord, please consider–
For Your sake I've come racing,
But I saw You never;
From afar I've held dear.

The vernal breeze appeased me not;
Dread Armageddon did not block.
With flower-thread, blind attachment bound not;
By love's tug I've been frenzied.

Thumping my head with hand,
How many nights have passed.
Come now the crimson dawn has;
From the path I've dismounted, Your door is free.

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Was it for just one person?

(3221)  Tumi kar tane ele kena ele

At whose pull did You come, why You arrived;
By whose pull came, why arrived?
Which is that lost girl estranged; her heart's
Every molecule with, You did combine.

I cannot comprehend what You are wanting;
I cannot catch which melody You sing!
Amid heart-core why You go into hiding,
With light and shadow having gone on dancing.

Through many ages, via names and songs diversified,
Uneasy is this world inside the pavilion of mind.
With love throbbing, unto You does she cry,
On both sides of the river of life?

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You run in my blood

(3220)  Tumi madhu prabhate esecho

Oh You, with honeyed morn You've arrived;
With fresh green leaves on bud and bloom,
Filling the world You have smiled, You've arrived.

External and internal, the two You did fuse;
With golden rays You removed the gloom...
In human thinking, in the eyes of a molecule,
With love's fetters You have tied, You've arrived.

To any small thing Thine there's no limit;
In three worlds^[1] Your greatness is pervasive...
On atom and molecule meridian is painted;
You've put on unique attire, You've arrived.

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A path to devotion?

(3219)  Nayane kena ke jane aji neveche

Who knows why today has oozed from eyes
Rain of the Shravan month?
Remaining far away, Who has made me cry
With a pain continuous?

Oh Who are You Whose heart is obdurate–
Comprehending, You want not to understand!
The flow from eyes is on a hundred sides;
For this do You bring down my shower-like flood?

Ten thousand times I bow to Thee;
Thou art beyond intellect's reach.
Sometimes I smile, other times weep,
From Your lively Game's emanation.

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Those who want to find Him

(3218)  Bhalabaso ki na jani na, jani shudhu saunge thako

I don't know if You love or not;
I just know You stay along.
Pain, I do not fathom if You grasp or not;
I get that You call me at heart-core.

When in darkness cloudy,
On my own I cannot see.
I notice that inside my psyche,
You don't dwell without splendor.

Out of doors for You I search;
Only outwardly I worship ever.
Closing eyes do I observe:
You arise in molecule and atom.

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