What I need

(3570) Jiivane marane tomakei ami jani

In life and in death, it's You alone I perceive; In light and in darkness, I just know You only. Beyond form, Darling, to form's ocean You have come; Beyond thought, Soulful One, myself You have loved. I'm a bubble, You're the sea, Yourself do I revere. I've arrived at Your wish, I've floated on that wave-garland; By Your dispatch I've laughed, in Your moonlight I've danced. My coming, going, staying, by Your dream are overwhelmed; Circling that dream, my every crimson net I weave. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

I don't find the words

(3569) Aloke andhare eki liila, raciya calecho ogo karunamay

In light and darkness such a divine play You've gone on composing, oh Mercy's Embodiment. With honeybee of the mind, an amazing game, Unknowingly, You've kept making, hey Master of Knowledge. A gilded river races in the sea's direction; Its lodestone dances like a weapon. At root of unit kush-kash flaps a fire very deep ; A swaying magnolia blooms, lit dust-mote is full of sweetness. Contemplation goes missing in but thought's stream; Garrulity becomes mute due to Your velocity. By sapphire and blue sky told is a story: In delight, rhythm-filled, nebula's granule capers. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Bodiless

(3568) Kuyashar kalo sariye alo jhariye

Misty black having dispelled, dripping light, Yes, You have come. Inside thinking hard to reach, on the sly, You have laughed a-soft. Blossoms, they pine for Thee; In petals, oh my, love is filling. With bath's sweetness of surmise, Ambrosia exuding, Do come, come alongside, blend with heart; Why are You afar? Smiling on mind-sky, morn's setting full moon[1] tells: Beyond ebony, You are filled with sweetness. All of the honey, my Dearest Beloved, Why You've kept form-stored? Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Coming and going

(3567) Aloy ele chayay gele

In light You arrived, in shade You went away;
With light-and-shade is Your amazing game, Master.
A parched heart, green You made;
You go on playing a unique sport unprecedented.

Unknown Traveler, it's history You tell;
Exceeding speech, You're in thought and experience.
Existence and beyond presence, death and time-transcendent,
By a speck of contact, what sweetness ever-novel.

You are the closest but ever mysterious;
Oozing ambrosia, You don't heed any prohibition.
Come near or go far, from a site unseen You keep seeing;
You are life's love-wine, the One ever ancient.

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Always with me

(3566) Tomari smarane tomari manane

In just Your recollection, in just Your conception;
Days, they go away by Your grace.
Whether You love or not, close You come or not,
Ever under smiling umbra You've maintained.

Oh I've come to the world to perform Your deeds–
You've given me the means; I stand always ready.
Externally and within, at inmost part in heart,
My ego dances in Your rocking cradle.

I can't bear remaining forgetful of Thee–
Start, stay, and finish of what is traced on psyche,
With its vibration, its ankle-bell sonation,
Living's song continues, on it sails.

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Gone but present nonetheless

(3565) Vrajer gopal cale jay

Vraja's Gopal is leaving–
From where unto where?
To the beat of dance sky You made rumble;
Heaps of memories go on dropping.

I know my Kanu^[1] goes away never;
At the depths of heart He smiles nonetheless.
Eyes not seeing, but recalling in cogitation,
Hard is understanding whether far or near.

Thought goes on merging into such great ideation;
Lack's perception gets lost in its own disposition.
I'm a boat its coast lost, shoreless do I rove,
Like a gem crafted of Gokul mentality.

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I've yearned for Thee

(3564) Tomare ceyechi name rupe rase

I have wanted You in name, shape, and flavor,
In hard-to-reach thinking, in lonesome retreat...
In existential thought, in meaning form-free,
In generation-operation-destruction, in mystery.

What is this Your divine play, oh Mercy's Embodiment?
In an instant much You break, and much You make afresh
How many are the things that arrive, so many that leave,
In the dust at the outskirts of Your feet.

Unseen-Unblemished is Your name;
Obeisance to You is beyond the mind-sense-speech range.
You are source, position, and final state;
You smile on psyche's jeweled swing.

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