Could it be love?

(3833) Vishver pran tumi sumahan

Life of the universe, You are magnanimous; From me why are You so far away? Having mused on You only, in both bounty and scarcity You have moved, I am seen always. Under gale and rainstorm, and meteor's ruination, My head You've kept sheltered under parasol. On clap of thunderbolt and lightning's fall, Having stayed remote, aside the dread You've laid. An endless particle spawn is just Your greatness; In both sky and air is Your sweetness. With a floral bouquet is Your loveliness, Dispensing what Divine Play You've made. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

You bring the real me out

(3832) Gane gane bhare dile

You filled me with many a song; Both sky and wind are You, my Dear. Heaven's light, oh You brought, With ecstatic rhythm and beat. Those far away, close-by You hauled; The stranger, own You transformed. You made heard the tune of thought, What still at inmost core does peal. In the tunnel of my heart, From unknown and unfamiliar, Suddenly what's that flood You made flow, hey Meditation-Worthy. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

I don't believe You

(3831) Amar ganer chanda aji

Now, the rhythm of my song, Far away has it gone missing. Mind's peacock does not fathom: Moon's behind a cloud-screen. Whatever I may believe, lost have I become; Everything still exists, but it got lost. Behind Western Mountain,[1] the sun even gone, On far side of horizon it resides gracefully. Naught gets lost at any time; In ignorance, oh Lord, I cry. Despite understanding, I don't realize; I imagine a false saying's proclaiming. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Start to finish

(3830) Dinanteri shrantir majhe

Amid the weariness of my day's last remainder, In Him I get merely peace. In the world He has no peer. In the mental realm, He is my Prince; In forest, with shape and color I receive. In Him are held both molecule and atom, With jewel and gold, always adorned. He manifests through rays of love; For Him I yearn, knowing or unknowingly. He is the Ruler of a vast universe; Of fate, finite and infinite, the Ordainer. Every country's worshiped Master, In just His melody, His song I sing. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

I gave my all, but You came not

(3829) Tumi jadi nahi ele, kiser tare jege thaka

When You did not arrive, For whose sake am I staying alert? Because of whom a dwelling adorned, The welcome-song kept rehearsed? Having wandered in the mental garden, Plucking blooms and filling basket, A garland gets strung on love's thread, Calling foolishly, Your path observed. Forgetting all, one Entity considered, In thought of a single Goal immersed, Only one color's swiftness inner; Having given all, deficit is covered. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Time for a change?

(3828) Tumi kena aso na balo na

Oh why You don't arrive, tell You don't; You don't say, tell You don't. Ever calling, so many days disappear; A river of tears keeps flowing. Age after age, go they missing; And yet grace, why don't You show? The sun is setting, thickens evening; Moon, it watches in a new atmosphere. But my dark night does not cease; I don't grasp this kind of approach. Many saplings become giant trees; Meteor and star, away by time they wear. What had been, dissolved it is getting; What exists, on and on it does not go. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

The Divine awaits

(3827) Mahaniiradhir opar hate

From the far side of the Great Sea, Which is that strange melody comes floating? Breaking ramparts of opposing danger, To touch my soul, it enters ear. In courtship, neath the crimson rays at morning, With floral pollen the tune of a place remote it sings. Having risen solitary in a mental cranny hard to reach, It goes on saying that He holds me dear. After evening prayers, at fall of night, Myself it tells: "Barricade rending, do arrive! I am waiting... I have brought a golden time; That moon's smile mingles with all Deity." Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Please appear

(3826) Ogo prabhu amar ghare

Oh Lord, to my dwelling Won't You come, way mistaking? Go in vain will a strung wreath; Will fruitless prove the rice painting? A song have I composed, melody I've practiced; Love's offering I have embellished. In a psychic niche privately, I've kept a jeweled lamp blazing. My lute-strings of mind Keep on singing mantra Thine. I am an instrument, and You, the Instrumentalist; Tenderly, will You take, elevating? Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Your liila

(3825) He prabhu tomar liila, ke bujhite pare balo

Hey Lord, Your Divine Play, Who can understand, pray tell please. In the vastness of space it floats on thought, Like an ocean overflowing. In outer space, on water, or onshore, At foot of a tree or upon mountain, In a string of waves or in meteor flames, In phases of the moon, moving. A making-and-breaking Mayic game, A sorrow heap, a pleasure fair, It gets witnessed absent strain: Life's lotus with laughter and tears. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Thinking of You never grows old

(3824) Tumi rajar raja madhuriite bheja

You are the King of Kings, in sweetness steeped; You have no peer. Mid perfume in fruit and bloom, as a bud appearing, Consciousness Personified, sense everlasting. In gemmed necklace of thinking, the One befitting love, An enduring treasure, with hearing's essence of ambrosia. Ever golden in sustained contemplation, The modulation of inmost feelings. You're the jingling sound on lute strings; You are Pranav sounded by the Cosmic Puppeteer... The quintessence that's all-pervading, Import of intellect's surmising. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Stereotype

(3823) Nayane kena ke jane enkechilo se

Who knows why He had traced upon eyes Only love's coloration. Ah, today, proclaims that fact the air of springtime; It is psyche's recreation. Who is that Playful One, woe He does not realize; Which is that hardhearted One, eyes He does not wipe? He speaks from afar, nearby He does not arrive; Yourself each moment I love. I've recognized Him, with Him I have been acquainted; On the mental mirror I've beheld. I've understood that One Enlightened, He is in my I-sensation. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Beyond beginning and end

(3822) Tomare deke deke tomare manane rekhe

Having kept thinking of You, ever calling You, My days pass in sorrow and happiness. You are refuge of the helpless, a world's best ruler; Yourself the mental bee wants to get. On every mote You smile; upon a dark eye-balm You ride; The indigent You prize; to wealth You don't arrive. Your divine play is hard to comprehend. At beginningless You are first; at endless You gambol unspied; Splendor on heaven You have poured, with thrill You've stayed in life. By Your smiling light, love's joy flashes. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Unity

(3821) Tomakei bhalabasi amra

You alone do we hold dear; On Your path we travel, Your words we tell; In Your contemplation are we reared. High or low, small or large, we don't count a difference; We know all are bound by a single love-thread... To the invitation of the One, everybody listens; You are the Polestar, our target exclusively. Personal independence and collective cognition; Recollection of the One and sin-prevention... By their synthesis is the banyan of affection; Heaven upon Earth, only awakened we bring. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Always something new

(3820) Jiivane jare satata dekhi

In life, the One I always see, To Him how do I call, do say please; In which tune His lyrics I sing... That One Who's in my mind each moment, Even by mistake I can't forget. He hides in the horizon at even; On moon's smile the Earth is forfeit. By the stars a one-string lute is fiddled; In rapt wonder I just stare at them. With love and affection in blossom and pollen, Wittingly my destiny, it rises. Investing zeal for just His fullest extent, The sweetness lost I find afresh. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Not the moon or even moonlight

(3819) Tomay ke bale bhalo

Yourself as good who describes? Having loved, distant You reside; You don't see the tears of eyes. I view eastern sky at morning; Form's ocean I go on seeing. You remain only remote, I don't find near; For whom pour You this elegance of style? Inwardly I muse upon moonbeams, just in vain; Within a moment there was so much grace. I realize You arrived with a smiling face, Igniting only affectionate light. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

You find use for even one like me

(3818) Ami tomay bhalabasi kena jani na

I love You, why I know not; Anyone knows not. In every rumination, Your thought Rises, concealed having lain. I understand; to illustrate I cannot. You float atop a sea of light; On tip of grass You alone smile. Remotely You dance but also appear nigh; Catching does not happen, bondage holds not. Still then You love, that I realize; Even having moved aside, afresh You arrive. You abolish a ridged gourd's vice, Oh the Polaris, I forget You not. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

My love for Him defies explanation

(3817) Praner ceyeo priyatama

Even more than life the most prized, You're the dearest of everybody. That love to clarify, It's not within a language's capacity. Day and night do I love, In a stream of wishing-and-getting's action. I love when I'm dolorous; That is when Your solace I receive. Nights of moonlight I adore: With clouds the moon is in sport. When there is new-moon's outright ebon, Your darkness do I hold dear. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Above water my head You keep

(3816) Kata kache tabu kata dur

So close and yet so far; Even having gotten I think that I got not. Having mixed pervasively, You've remained alongside; Yet it's as if getting restrained You granted not. In soft mud is a lotus, through stalk fibers nectar sweet. The moon is of an endless sky, beginning-free. At core, heart's lover is concealed; But by ties, You did not get blocked. Eternal and formless, divine sport You keep creating; Hey the Cosmic resin, incessantly. Overflowing is my psychic honeybee; Still then, why did You not respond? Sarkarverse article Audio recording

A peerless form

(3815) Urmi uttal ugrodadhi

Waves monstrous, a raucous sea, Hey Bhaerav, Thine is such a form! In occupation dancing endlessly, Amazing is the fright-collection. The sunrays of daybreak You make dim; As Varun, heaven-splendor instantly You rid. You are unrestrained; Your gift who gained... Moon is like an ornament on heap of matted hair. In You is the awful poison of death; With both rod and lariat, the One Blue-Throated. You are entrancing, You are gorgeous; On neck garland of skulls, on forehead conflagration. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Often in peak monsoon

(3814) Sei varasasnata nishiithe

On that same rain-bathed night, Not a line of light had been traced on sphere of vision; I had been awake in hope Thine. Along with gale had been a heavy rain; On that, a-pitter-patter, cloud's damru had played. At Northeast corner of my mind, lackadaisically I'd gazed To apply a coat of balm upon pain. How many clouds came and left, thunderbolts aroused terror; Many a screwpine spore, ever crying, floated off. Even now that fearsome night has kept filling memory On a melancholy-bestrewn lane. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

You must be here

(3813) Jabe na jabe na tumi balechile

You won't leave, You had said You won't leave; Why did You go away, forsaking me? What You'd planted, the tree With bloom and fruit became replete. I know You are the Earth's quintessence, The celestial stream from Heaven... I accept. Just to stay, not a thing would persist If You with smiling face weren't attracting. The source-stream of speech, of sense linguistic, On a night direction-lost is vision's Polaris. At Your tinkling sound, with mouth rumbling A deadly flame forgets burning. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

So far and yet so near

(3812) Tumi marma majhe rayecho

Amid core of heart You have stayed... So remote, Lord, distantly. To eyelids You want not to permit holding; You are seated at the inmost dwelling. Having searched temple and shrine, I found not Thee; I found You not at foot of five sacred trees. And yet, stir You give to psyche; light's cradle You sway... This game divine, who can savvy? Amidst both known and unknown do You be, And You have gone on staying in a churned I-feeling. Except by removing You, the 'I' is not existing... My whole life You've persevered. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Love for the sake of love

(3811) Bhalabesechile tumi amay

Doted had You on me; In exchange naught did You ask for. What I have given, myself to Thee, In the least You took not that stuff. The moon proceeds, moonlight having poured; It does not evaluate action right or wrong. Endlessly You went on dispensing love; You did not think if it be frivolous. At monsoon peak flooded is a screwpine stamen; Smiles it on a night of ebon flawless. Your kindly affection on a lovely firmament, Neath comet strikes it did not halt. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

I don't get it

(3810) Tumi bahirvishve rayecho

In the outer world You've remained; You are also at my core. So for whom do You go on making sport; By ever seeking, why am I overwrought? Only what is not desired You go on requiring; What is not wished by me You ask from me only. On a stream of exigency in the realm of thought, To Your work myself You draw. What's not done, that only You go on doing; You give value to a puny me. By knowledge and action churning core, In a hundred garbs You adorn. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

You love me, that I know

(3809) Bhalabesechile jani

You had loved, oh it I ken; To my home why came You not? I did not forget You had pledged; Why the promise You kept not? Even now an alpana at gate is there; For Your sake decorated is my dwelling. Still Your arm-band's on my tress presently; The garland strung, upon neck You took not. Psyche's lamp, even today it is blazing; Still has stayed both wick and ghee. On eyes have floated hope's entreaties, But my way You gaze not. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Lord, please take me as I am

(3808) Jeo na thako kache

Do not go, remain nearby, Amid this wee psyche mine. Washed, wiped, and bedecked I've kept To catch Your every enterprise. Hey Darling, You're the Unseen Deity, The Cosmic Director, fit to be revered. Don't forget me, keep in mind; Closer than close in death, in life. I've dwelt in ego, mind-stuff, intellect; In all of them I've sought Yourself. Don't be displeased; In form, in dress, it's You I desire. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

In utmost ecstasy

(3807) Tomar asate he priya cakite

Upon Your coming, hey Darling instantly, You removed the gloom of new-moon night. Wherever it had been, with perception came: The load of ego went away at same time. Beholding You at core of psyche, Satisfied my thought became At nectar-lake inside and out, by Your presence craved. Any and all deficit, whatever state of strife, Obeisance they announced at feet Thine. Having not a trace of fear, wholly fatigue-free, The mind-stuff was without stain. Carefree I've become; shame I've forsaken, forgot hate. How to fetch I know not, but I don't accept ties; A blessing has remained upon pate of mine. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

At the beginning

(3806) Nirguna ambare dambaru saincare ambudarci sama

In sky with no attributes, a damru roams like rain resplendent, Oh my Lord of G-O-D,[1] the day You awakened. At that time, there'd not been any distinction; There'd been no embellishment, no decoration of form. A bird's chirping or a leaf's rustle, There had been nothing, hey the Peerless One. Then came bloom, fruit, and water, arrived sweetness; Came the human psyche and nectar's refinement. Came everything that is good, vanished all that's black; Unto each heart You did yield, hey the Unrivaled One. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

To my world You had come

(3805) Shephalii jhara pathe sei nishiithe

That very night, on a path of fallen shiuli, You'd arrived at my dwelling, At my dwelling, at my dwelling. Honeyed moonlight-beams overwhelmed my mind; Eyes satisfied, Yourself I'd seen. There had been white clouds embellishing heaven's vault; By the moon's luster was their revelation. Thrill-quivers the vernal wind had brought; Hypnotized had been psyche's black bee. Even now I can't forget that same festivity, By that cozy wine, making life overflowing. All of the mind-streams, together with everybody, They had bowed as one before Thee. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Sometimes You seem much too hard

(3804) Patha chere badha nahi dao

Don't block my leaving the path; With kindly eyes don't You look on? Do You look not? Amid this world much work is there; Tied to home keep me not. By pain is the whole earth afflicted– From disease, grieving, and woe, suffering distress. Night jasmine and mild grass, crushed, they lie ruined; That fact, do You observe and regard not? Flowers bloom with smile-coated visage at morning; Due to insects, how many are fallen down in grief. Buds of magnolia, broken they drop, stooping; Of their tale, do You think not? Sarkarverse article Currently, no audio file is available.

Bashful love's fruition

(3803) Tumi esecho amar ghare

To my dwelling You have come. Mine is not such ascetic might That I will bring You, having clung. Understanding this core truth I have gained; Your kind grace I've attained. With own eyes I've seen today: In this gloom the Cosmic Monarch. In some ancient past I had loved; Over the course of ages I have kept in heart. Hidden I've retained, hushed and in private; On this occasion, it did blossom. Sarkarverse article Currently, no audio file is available.

Mind-boggling

(3802) Kalatiite se avyakte

In perpetuity with that dormancy When had been no other entity, In what state had You existed, do tell me; With whom had You been formerly? Ever pondering, I become surprised: There'd not been the elements five,[1] The crude mind-stuff, ego, or sense of I;[2] None had been there circling Thee. In that latency, having no properties, How came about the great outpouring? Inwardly I understand, though not knowing, Logic is vanquished in liila's vicinity. Sarkarverse article Audio recording

Not just good's but evil's ocean

(3801) Kalaunkii cand tumi kalaunkii cand

A sullied moon, oh You are the moon stained. In my mind, in everybody's psyche, A wondrous snare, strewn You've retained. In a bloom's vicinity, on the trail of honey, The bumblebee comes and sits for its own need. You permit it to come, You permit it to sit; Having pulled it near, You bear the blame. Whatever sinful sufferer, mind thoroughly vile, You accept every blemish, hey the King Who self-denies. Yours is no container, You are everybody's shelter; You are peace for everyone, sorrow You eliminate. Sarkarverse article Audio recording