I am confused

(2642)  Ami tomay deke calechi

I have gone on calling You;
You gave no response, Darling.
Can You hear that call or not,
Though the soul You are filling?

Amid heart's core You are seated;
I know not in what business You have been.
If words You do not want to hear,
Of what type is Your affection-stream?

On nights of grief, tears have fallen;
Under happy lights, mind has got excited.
That gladness and sorrow, that very history,
The whole world has heard, yet You lent no ear.

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