Tuesday, February 28, 2023

While I see duality



(2558)  Tomare ceyechi maneri gahane, mukta gagane badha na mana

I've yearned for You in the depths of my psyche,
On a free sky, heeding not any block,
No, surely not.
Day and night I've wanted You always in company;
Please don't ever go afar.

I'm a speck of metal; You, the Philosopher's Stone;
I accept I am helpless; please convert to gold.
Kindly stay ever close mid comfort and grief;
Don't forsake and throw me off.

Yourself I cherish; You are my Lord,
Beginning-and-end-less, the Self-Born.
Having thought of Thee, I forget the penury,
Hey my Honey, the river's compassion.
Ever I stay remote, but in eyes I always hold;
Through light and shadow, I arrive and depart.

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Monday, February 27, 2023

And so we see



(2557)  Alor mala diye jvele

Having set ablaze a garland of light-beams,
You came to the worlds three.[1]
Path's fatigue and perception's blunder,
Ridding them, to the mind You gave peace.

Any darkness, it did not remain;
No longer was there shed a lotus of pain.
Reverent mind being offered,
Pain stayed isolated within psyche.

Cool electricity, it danced with vitality;
Consciousness every person did receive.
Floating in effulgence on firmament free,
Everybody went toward Thee.

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I just want You near



(2556)  Tomare cini nako

I don't recognize You;
Oh Who are You that entered psyche?
Pouring light into obscurity,
Telling You'll come, You disappeared.

But You cannot be forgotten;
At heartcore a sway You've given.
I am sitting on my own, unattended,
Owing to a wreath in hand I'll make You wear.

Only Your enchanting smile,
It uplifts and excites.
Just Your memory so nice,
Even still the story speaks to me.

Yourself do I prize;
For Your sake I laugh and cry.
I want Your presence day and night,
In riches or in tears.

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Saturday, February 25, 2023

Better than the best



(2555)  Saptaloke tumi bhariya rayecho

You have been filling the seven spheres;[1]
You go on dancing in the lotus of psyche.
For everybody's hopes and desires in life,
You are the emblem, oh Beloved all-pervading.

In the world I don't obtain Your equivalent
Anywhere I gaze when eyes are closed or opened.
Except for You no one else is permanent;
You pour light on a face, dejected and gloomy.

On a dreadful new-moon night, Yourself I've observed;
And in the sweet moonlight, You I have discovered.
In happiness and despair, You are ever with;
You're better than welfare and prosperity.

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Under cover of rain



(2554)  Badal rate tumi ele

You came on a night cloudy,
Unnoticed by everybody.
I was in a bolted dwelling,
Outside, the rain falling.

A bevy of clouds dense with water,
The moon's smile they had covered.
They had cultivated friendship
With the mind's ebony furtively.

Rain-soaked You had appeared;
My home's bolt You did unseal.
Yours You took and made me
With my veena's clattering.

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Friday, February 24, 2023

You are so frustrating



(2553)  Ei alo jhara purnimate

Neath a full moon, dripping light,
All alone and forlorn,
Lonesome had I been on a thick night.
No second person was along;
With footfall silent You arrived.

You came close but did not sit;
Diffusing a flow of love, You took not a bit.
Unspoken were my inner secrets;
In the heart, their articulation did abide.

Darling, Your liila I don't understand at all;
Your coming and Your laughter, what is this fraud?
This time, after advent, I will hold at domicile;
On a blooming lotus, I will make You sit in mind.

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Destined to be



(2552)  Tumi amari shudhu amari

You are only mine, to but me You just belong;
Accept it or not, this is the reality.
Over my lifetime and at my demise,
Hey Deity, You are in the depths of psyche.

When I gaze into the past I don't find a start;
In Your thought having come, paused and sat, I depart.
And when I scrutinize, probing deeply toward the end,
There remains only Your immensity.

You are the great ocean, I am a stream;
With smile and pain, I go forth and merge in Thee.
Ardency of hope, mind's intoxicating property,
Do or don't You grasp, hey Providence Supreme?

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